I’d rather be… writing?

Daily writing prompt

What activities do you lose yourself in?

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I have tried many hobbies and jobs in my life, but the one thing I lose myself in more than even video games is writing. For example I was deciding whether this morning to work on my screenplay for school and this website or to play some skyrim… what do I end up doing? Writing on random daily prompt’s, because they’re fun! I have spent already the last 2 hours just coming up with fun responses to these daily prompt’s. I got to reflect about something I have wanted to write about for a long time, which is a young woman that simply I cannot get off my mind. I have debated on writing her a letter, I have thought about what I could say other than just apologizing for my feelings, but it gave me the opportunity to consider and just write again.

Part of me knows that I shouldn’t publish certain information as once it’s on the internet there’s no removing it, but how can my life be an example to others on what to do and what not to do unless the story is told? My regrets about my life since 2015 are too numerous to count. I wouldn’t discourage anyone from marriage, but don’t marry someone because you’re afraid that they are the only person that could ever love you; however, I know that I wouldn’t even be on this blog today if I hadn’t made those mistakes. I get into writing about different topics and creating stories, maybe even writing something non-fiction, and I get engrossed in what I am doing. Time loses all meaning, and I just bleed on the page everything from within.

My screenplay is very dark and therefore hard to write enjoyably; however, it’s a tale that must be told, because I have been living the tellanovella. The only problem that I have is that writing about that screenplay alone is so emotionally taxing I can’t keep writing it for very long. It will have to be done by May, but I can’t wait to move onto happier topics. I know that our faults and failures do make us more relatable to others, but they sure hurt to reflect upon. Kind of debating on writing about bones and cap since the thought is coming to mind of my friend Brian. That might be something to do for my secondary work in class this term, and it would be more fun.

(See below the post that I referenced earlier… Smiley;)